no peace.

If I'm being real,

I feel sorry for you

that humanness has

clearly been stripped from

your soul.

how can you be so

deluded so as not to see

that it is your brother's

neck you're crushing under

your knee?

God have mercy on you

how depraved you must be

to have

no remorse, no empathy

talk about family dysfunction.

to fear your brother

because he does not look

like you

though in fact, we do.

same body, same function

just different features,

darker hue

to tell the truth

I'm disgusted.

I'm shocked beyond relief

so much so,

I can't even cry

the grief I would feel

is paralyzed by disbelief

how do you process

this gross dichotomy??

protect and serve?

whom, praytell?

I just can't believe it.

what were you thinking?

with that smug look

upon your face?????

how can you knowingly take

the life of a man

helpless...already constrained?

did you get joy from that?

a sick satisfaction?

because this clearly

was not fear in which

you were acting

the next time you are on your knees,

I hope to God for your sake it is to pray

Pray for salvation and redemption,

beg and plead for forgiveness

I hope God gives you a heart

that bleeds

I hope you lose your breath as you weep,

in fact, I hope you lose sleep

with the blood curdling refrain

"I can't breathe" on repeat

SEE the face of the man

you crushed under your knee

until you feel,

until you see,

until you speak,

there will be no peace